hey people,

if your not one of my close friends, you wont really know whats been going on at the mo, firstly, my boyfriends name is Rusky, hes fantastic, American, real smart is a straight "gangster" (lol we laugh at him) and is brothers with one of my besties bfs, anyways, we had a lil thing going on that wasnt sposd to get serious at all, however it really really did, and on Monday, he left to move back to the states, so my heart is once again broken, that seems to happen alot, however, Rusky is such a sweet heart, he knew that he was leaving for a long time, and that id struggle without him, so he subtly kind of set me up with one of his best mates, who he knew id like because they are almost exactlly alike (cept Ruskys shorter lol) his name is Syre, hes real cool, but i dont wanna just up and forget about Rusky, so we will see how it goes.

Thats enough of the sad stuff, im over it now and ive had enough of crying!